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mobezon: (114 | future dwellings)

( feb 22, the witching hour ) » — network;

[personal profile] mobezon 2023-02-22 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
{ he lost track of time after clawing his way out of his fungi prison. sometime later, a vine nearly suffocates him. louis reaches out to try and find a comfort that does not belong to him anymore, but all he grasps is the vine in his hand. he rips through the plant and ends up stumbling into a deeper part of the pit. his distressed subconscious instantly links him to the network as he tries to catch his breath. he can only think of lestat then. it's too familiar, being pushed until the truth is all that is left. }
bɘi| I
I
d̶̯̦̠͚̣̦͋̒̀̾͂͑͐͆i̴̟̜͍̤̥̝̰̥̒́̈́̒ͅd̸̮̱̳̳̙̝̗̪̓̆͂̏̊̽͘ ̶̡̧̞͎͕͚͉̫̭̿͝m̸̡̘̟̞̦͖̤̰̖̒͋̈́ï̵̤̰͉͖̲͙̖̏s̶͈̮̤̙̦̤͒́̾s̷̯̖̭̫̥͊̊͝ you.

*I lied. I did miss you.
mobezon: (089 | future dwellings)

[personal profile] mobezon 2023-02-23 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
{ it's easy, far too easy when he suddenly knows it's lestat. louis purposely ignores he had been the one to reach out. it's a small comfort, he won't deny. it must have been hours since then. he's getting hungry. he decides he might as well attempt again. }

It's me.̸̘̲̱͙̅̀̐͜ ̸̡̛͍̘͉͔͍͎̈́̏̾͝ I d̷͉͉̝̠͍̻͖̦͕̭̓͂̃̍̀̊̃̔͒͝o̴̗͑̀͗͛͑͌̀͒͜n̵͈͐'̴̡͉͚͔̝̟͚̜̈́̀̾̈̆̔́̃͜͠t̷͍̩́̍͊̂͛̈́̕͝ ̴̰̫̬̳̜̤̾͋̎̓́͝͝͠k̵̫̽n̷͈̯̗̯͖̘͜͝ǫ̴̦̮͇͕͊͋͒̍ͅŵ̶̛͓͇̳̝̱͕͑̄͂̒̓͆ ̴̹̹̻͆̒̌͒̔̿̿ͅ where ̷̧͕͙̣̖͊̏͂͑̈͒̈͘̕͝I̶̢̡̧̩̮̭̗̦̙̙͒͐͊̓̈̀͋̄̿́ ̵͚̹̖̭̋̉̌́̂̍̿̚͘͝á̵̡̢̖̖̪͔͇́m̴̗̯͚̱͚̔̍̃̅͊͘͝. A pit, mayb̵̡͓̣̹̬́̌̀̓͠e̸͇̯̖̮̣̺̩̽̎̔̑̈́̈̈́.̷̜͕͂̌ ̶̛̬̦̩̏̇̑̈́̋̈̊͜͝ Pathetic, ḯ̴̛̠̫͕̭̟̠̩͕̹͍̀͌̆́̔̈́̕ṡ̶̨̙̓͗͑̈́̑͘͝n̴̞̙̫̮̩̪̅͌̓͑̋̊͘͜͝'̸̖͙̮̓̎̍̊t̷͚̔̅͝ ̷̣͉̆i̷̧̫͚͐̂ͅṭ̵̛͙̐?̷̥̦̤̭͍̗̤̔ Kidnapped twice.

mobezon: (025 | future dwellings)

[personal profile] mobezon 2023-02-26 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
{ he just knows lestat will hold this over him, but something about it makes him oddly comforted when the stench of dead bodies is still pungent. it buds a familiarity he didn't think he'll ever have again. the urge to escape grows. }
We did ş̸͍̗̘̖̩̖̮̯͑̂̍̌̊̽̎͗̊͝ͅu̵̻̖̺̬̤͛͛̽̂̇̓͋̓͜͠ͅŕ̸̜͚̌͂̏̅̑̂̕͠v̸̫̥̍͠i̷̻̞̜͉̟̝͕̹̟̍̀̓̇̿̉̚̕̚͘ͅv̸̡̡͔͙̺̀͗̉ͅẹ̴̡̮̦͚̳̳͖͚̣̿͛͠ ̵͍̱̯̘̆̐́̄́̏ờ̶͓̰͕͈̞͒͑̽̓͋͠͝ne anothë̷̲ŗ̴͔͕̀̾̋̓͛̊͘.̶̢͖͗͂̑̆̊̀̉̑ ̵̤̥͓̄͂
Ý̴͚͚̤̹̽̍̇̊́ou better.
{ it cuts off abruptly. no matter how much louis tries, the messages he attempts afterwards dissolve into a incorrigible static and he's left with a headache.

well, shit. }
mobezon: (124 | future dwellings)

distorted attempt, late march 2nd;

[personal profile] mobezon 2023-03-01 10:34 am (UTC)(link)
{ every fiber within him is burning. there's no salve to the pains of a ritual that is making him see visions of past. perhaps, he's looking for one particular salve. it's an attempt, to reach out again when he's been in the pit for over a week now. it has him wondering, mostly hopeful. he's recently fed enough. super soldier blood apparently has a way to it. who knows how long it'll last. }
Lesta̵͇̟͉̜̟̝̪̽̆̏̊̈́̈́͒̈̊͠ṱ̵̢̳̱͍̉̈́̃̔̉͛̃͝.̵̾̀̾

Have yoů̸̳̰̜̲̩̥̝̲͗̈́̊̀̀ ̷̧̯̤̟̙̻̯̺͠b̸̛̙̀̆͊̅́ẽ̵͙̦͔͖̳̬̻̯é̶̠͎̗̃̇̾̾͗̇͘n to the H̵͈̺̱̜̒̌̋͗̃̅̚͝o̴͎̪̜̠̪͉͑͗̓̔r̶̒̋̾͐̏̚͠ͅizon?
mobezon: (041 | past reflections)

1/2

[personal profile] mobezon 2023-03-05 10:46 am (UTC)(link)
Ḿ̷̭̈͊͋̈̈́̓͘͝e̸͙͖̰̍̕͜ȩ̵́̕t mȅ̴̛̟͈̼͕̘͌̈́̀̽͝͝ ̶̡̥͙̥̍̋̽̅͂t̷̢̥̦̦̠̰̳̗͂̂͋́̇͌̃̄̚ḥ̷̉̃̿̌͠erę̴̧̝̖̻͚̩͎̀.̷̨̛͉̩̬͍̗͇̭͚̲̌
mobezon: (040 | past reflections)

horizon blip;

[personal profile] mobezon 2023-03-05 10:55 am (UTC)(link)
{ it's a pitiful attempt. he fails for hours. there is too much going on around him, and letting his concentration slip allows the whispers to get stronger. he hasn't slept for days. it'll be some time for lestat, but mere delirious moments until louis manages to catch a flutter of sleep. time is different in the pit, he's realizing. he's not sure what he's doing, but it's happening. some part of him had wanted to get back to the place he visited when he was just his name and no memories to truly guide him.

he didn't think coming back to the horizon would occur under dire circumstances. the horizon brought a sense of peace in the mystery of what it could provide, for him to carve his own space. there's intent to his aim to get back, one woven from velvet woe. it's the only way he might be able to see lestat. stepping back into it is a brief comfort before he's reminded of the ache, one that makes him fall back. a bench catches his fall.

it isn't the louis with his darker clothes and regal air of careful ease that lestat will see. it's louis the way he would have been seen in the streets of nola with a three piece maroon suit that'll bring out the green in his eyes, and a hint to the swagger he once held at the forefront. his arcana is stitched upon the fabric. beyond, he's crumbling, and they might as well be back to when he first felt the pain of his lurching body adapting to just being turned. there's no graveyard this time. there's a bench with louis upon it and an empty feeling begging to be filled. the stench of dead people is still the same. }


I think I've finally found my end. My true end.
mobezon: (061 | past reflections)

[personal profile] mobezon 2023-03-06 10:28 am (UTC)(link)
{ they don't have to match. part of him still wonders if lestat is still hiding a part of him away. probably even more now. it's nice to have the ole familiar despite louis sensing the tension at the edges. it's perhaps how he's extra vulnerable against his will that keeps him attune to it. it's also not sane for him to let out a huffed out chuckle that cuts bittersweet from the bizarreness of their current situation. he knows, or at least he thinks. }

Sorry to disappoint. You won't be getting the opportunity to kill me yourself.

{ he says it because it has to be said. he's not there to address any ill feelings from the fallout, of which they nearly got close to when they were on the balcony of the ball. it seems so distant, so hazy. he shakes his head as a shiver runs down his whole body, and he could melt into the bench from the slight fever of it all. }

I don't know how long I can hol' on. The pit is messin' with me.
Edited 2023-03-06 10:33 (UTC)
mobezon: (144 | past reflections)

[personal profile] mobezon 2023-03-08 11:43 am (UTC)(link)
{ he lifts his eyebrows since lestat seems to always find a way to catch him off guard. it’s a distraction. his tongue feels heavy and he’s unsure. }

Only you would consider it an annoyance. { the Singularity, whatever it is, certainly placed them in different factions even if they are stuck in it. he hates that it’s a reflex to lean into the thumb, as if he were parched. perhaps, he is. the thirst has grown in him. louis reaches up to wrap his fingers around lestat’s wrist as a means to draw his full attention, gripping. }

It doesn’t matter now. I just... It’s stupid. I had to see you once more.

{ he expects lestat to mock him. louis lumps into the bench, and sighs. he knows what he has to do — the succumbing overtakes as it speaks through him. }

I have to go to her. I have to make it right.
mobezon: (008 | past reflections)

[personal profile] mobezon 2023-03-17 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
{ he swore he wouldn’t give in so easily. it wasn’t until he saw lestat at nocwich that louis thought maybe the concept of an invisible chord hadn’t just been another lie. had he been a fool? the pit is opening up wounds he hid away. he’s frozen when he speaks, and in it the whispers want to pull him away from the horizon. one of them is filtering through, but he resists for now.

louis. there’s an infliction towards the end, the same done by - }


Claudia. { he started building a shrine in solvunn for her. if there’s a possibility to get to her, he won’t hesitate. he also won’t speak further, lest his tongue will fall from the weight of having to keep it sealed for decades after he lost her. his frown deepens. he can’t hold on too long. he’s being pulled back. }